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  • All Your Memories~

    Society is so

    Sentimental,

    Emotional,

    Trying my best to attempt to stay afloat,

    Let all your memories seep like poision through my skin-

    I'm about to explode, watch as my feelings overflow

    I continuously stagger into doors, and don't know where to go.

    Uh oh-

    When will my life be full again?


    This Community is tearing me apart,

    Sometimes I can't tell if anybody else has a heart.

    Should've known from the start, that

    this Community would tear me apart.


    I can't trust shadows in my own home,

    Even if I shiver behind a closed door, I get this sense

    that I'm never alone.

    I ache for my tears of fear to finally stop.

    I can't trust the other person who continuously mocks me on the phone,

    Or the stalkers in white vans who plan to shatter my bones.

    It's like a game of "Who can you trust and who can you not?...."


    Society has gotten me so unsettle,

    This Community's love is unconditional.

    I get so sick of what everyone has to say...

    Even if they hurt me a little, I shatter because I'm so brittle-

    I'm so sick of waking up miserable at the beginning of each day...


    So tired of

    waiting

    debating,

    This Community is driving me crazy.

    Struggling to achieve Perfection-

    I never wanted anyone to save me, but lately,

    I've been hiding. This Society should maybe

    Stop making everyone master imitation...


    My life is being wasted, I'm fading-

    Lost with no direction, my childhood is aching.

    I'm so desperate to be innocent again-

    I want to be pretty, I want to be cool,

    I want to be noticed, not be used as a tool-

    Most of all, I just need a best friend.


    This Community is tearing me apart,

    Sometimes I can't tell if anybody else has a heart.

    Should've known from the start, that

    this Community would tear me apart.


    Society's expectations consist of becoming 90% silicone-

    Be a hit star on a useless drama show-

    People with the most talent are always ignored.

    Others make people like me feel so low,

    My world becomes so colorless and shallow-

    Sick of being everybody's place-mat on a filthy floor.


    They say I'm just

    Delusional

    Unprofessional

    Called a failure, called a joke.

    Society never ever takes time to understand-

    This Community seems to never know

    How so many people can be so dark and so low.

    Society throws insults, but you can't break

    what's already broken.


    This Community is tearing me apart-

    Sometimes I cant tell if anybody else has a heart.

    Should've known from the start, that

    this Community would tear me apart.

    Should've known from the start,

    that this Community would

    tear me apart....
    Last edited by One Wingless Angel; 04-12-2016, 09:05 PM.

  • #2
    Extremely beautiful- I am enjoying all the poems you've been writing so far, but this one is the best. Keep up the nice work, Nicole.

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    • #3
      Thanks for the positive feedback, Cindilockil! And thanks 💜

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      • #4
        I remember being fifteen. Best of times and worst of times. Sounds like more of the latter for you, Nicole. The way you write, I'm sure you'll find a way free of the silicone expectations and insults, and reach a deeper, more colourful world.

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        • #5
          I hope so ^~^ I really need a colorful world right now, but I'm striving towards finding the light to get myself out of the dark firstly. Thanks Grant ^_^

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          • #6
            Half the battle, maybe the whole battle, is getting through your teens. You will find your beauty,and the people who appreciate it. In the meantime, be strong and believe. Pour your heart out here and find support. Thanks for sharing, Wingless One.

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            • #7
              Thanks for the feedback, MHenry! And happy to share ^_^

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              • #8
                thanks for writing this. it reminded me to keep going against the current

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                • #9
                  That's good ^_^ And thanks for reading it 💛

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                  • #10
                    GOOd stUff, I see the potential

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