Marionette

[Crimson Rose]

Marionette
by Crimson Rose

I am a small puppet
A girl on tiny strings
I can't visit new places
Or go to see new things
When you say you love me
I feel like you are telling lies
I try to see all your words
All I can do is cry and cry.

You want me to yourself
I am only feeling alone
It is like I am trapped
With no life of my own
I long for my freedom
Because I am not a toy
I want to feel the love
Of a sweet, gentle boy.

Why can't you let me go
To have a life that I desire
Why must you control me
My hatred growing higher
Everything I do is wrong
I don't know what to do
If I could fix this I would
But I do not have a clue.

I want to run, I want to play
I want to freely jump around
I want to run and fly my wings
I want to play my own sound
I want to be my own person
I want to lose these tiny strings
I want to love how I can love
I want to not be your plaything.

Seated in a corner filled with ash and rust
I can only sit in silence, hugging my knees
There for all eternity just collecting dust
I wait here patiently so that I can be free
Is this, my now life to be forever my fate
Will this torment ever come to have an end
I pray for a day these strings will truncate
So I can feel love and a gentle touch again.

I no longer want to be an abandoned toy
Someone send me an angel from above
A sweet and innocent, but strong boy
Someone with whom I can always love.

C. 1-5-13

Rose

My hometown is Canonsburg, PA
Email: [email protected]

[SkylitTyler]

Omg, I'm bi, and this poem just straight up made me cry, felt your pain, felt your soul. To have another and feel alone is a pain I've tattooed in a poem down my arm, all alone is all we are... wow, keep writing thats amazing love the rhyme/not rhyme scheme beautifully interupted flow as a perfect mirror for an interupted life of love.... thanks for sharing!!!

[Crimson Rose]

Thank you so much, SkylitTyler!

[Jiynx Diablo]

Oh God, how my tears wouldn't stop FLOWING!! This poem is downright AMAZING. You've written a poem of a Marionette that no one else can put into words. There must be stars higher than 5, if you know what I mean. You've written so many people's lives down on a sheet of paper.

[Jiynx Diablo]

Cool! Vocaloid?

Um...

VOCALOID INTRODUCED ME TO ANIME.
(HATSUNE MIKU, TOO)

Oh that SeeU blonde girl is like, real cute.

[Crimson Rose]

I love SeeU and a few of the other Vocaloids to pieces!

[Jiynx Diablo]

Definetly. :33

[Angela Guthrie Hatcher]

Yearning...

[Jiynx Diablo]

How I agree.