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    The house is quiet but her thoughts are loud
    Sitting at the window with her head in the—
    Cloud 9 is what–
    He said it was my fault.
    He said his face was on “default”,
    and that he wasn’t upset, but his actions displayed otherwise.
    I don’t want us to forget–I want these goodbyes to stop.
    With every conversation, I felt my blood pressure rise–
    Too bad he can’t hear my cries for his understanding
    But, based on the way that he’s handling the situation makes me wonder:
    Does he truly care?
    I was your friend and I was your lover. I continue to ponder why….
    Why I get your painful glares–your unforgiving stares in return.
    I could get out of your hair, but–
    “You’re stuck with me” is what we say…
    But you’re fading away….day by day…
    And I can’t seem to stop it.
    Honestly?
    I feel like you’re going to just drop…me…
    ….drop off the face of the earth….
    And I don’t want you to leave–
    I don’t want you to vanish.
    I wore my heart on my sleeve for you—
    You continuously misconstrued my words, my meanings, and my intentions,
    and turned them into nothing…
    I don’t want you to leave–
    Please don’t treat me like this…
    Can we go back to the days of our bliss,
    or did I miss that opportunity with the last time we–
    Kiss me then disappear is what I’m used to.
    Don’t be the next one to abuse my heart–
    It’s already broken.
    Can you even comprehend words that I have spoken,
    or are you blinded by the smoke, and
    Your words hurt and….
    You don’t see it but we are reverting back to our old ways…
    We’ve faded……
    Can we ever be “just friends” again?
    Because, you believe that my actions degrade my very being but…
    These are just assumptions.
    These are just your feelings…
    But what about me?
    The house is quiet but her thoughts are loud Sitting at the window with her head in the--- Cloud 9 is what-- He said it was my fault. He said his face was on "default", and that he wasn't upset, but his actions displayed otherwise. I don't want us to forget--I want these goodbyes to stop. With every…
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