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    The biggest turmoil is often with in us
    Part of me is saying get it out
    The other is saying refrain
    Its creating a tension in my brain
    But the source of this tension
    Comes from my heart
    Tried everything just
    cant get rid of this stain
    even purged every remnant of you
    from my surroundings
    hoping to cut you out
    allowing the pain to drain
    I should have walked more slowly
    Kept you on the other side of the widow pane
    Instead I opened it and allowed you in
    I thought I was ready for this journey
    And allowed you to take me to the train
    I should have realized the engine exhaust
    Was nothing more than smoke and mirrors
    There wasn’t even a car, no caboose
    We were going nowhere.
    I Ignored the omen of the rain
    I thought somehow I could sustain
    This illusion that you created
    Make it mine
    If I could just hold yours in my hand
    Watching it beat
    I thought your love
    I might obtain
    But the road before us rough
    And uneven was the terrain
    I blamed myself for not holding yours more tightly
    I watched it stop as it hit the ground and
    then faded into the distance
    Thought sorrow flowing through crevices
    Reaching for what I thought would make my life better
    all in vain
    And although I still suffer from all that
    was and was not
    I have com to learn I
    You cant loose what you don’t have
    There’s nothing to regain
    So I will put my tears in a box and lock it tightly
    Secured by a chain
    These memories are not allowed to hurt me
    Something cannot die that was not
    And was not were you and I