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    Curiosity Killed the Cat

    You've got me stumped
    'm frozen in time
    My heart and my soul
    Everything that is mine

    I never expected this of you
    Not a million years
    I never expected myself to cry
    To even shed a tear

    I'm shaking and screaming
    And falling on the floor
    I'm a confused mes
    I don't want this anymore

    Why was I so curious?
    Why didn't I just go?
    Why didn't I get up and leave?
    Why didn't I say no?

    Everyone says
    "Curiosity killed the cat"
    I never thought it was true
    Now I understand that

    How could I have been so stupid?
    So idiotic and so dumb?
    Is it because I'm inexperienced?
    Is it because I'm young?

    What do I do now?
    Do I just pretend
    That nothing ever happened
    And that we are just friends?

    I'm meant to be strong
    I'm not meant to break
    I have to have a clear head
    For my sisters sake

    But my sanity is fading
    And my head is a mess
    I am a little hurt
    I must confess

    I know I'm over reacting
    I know I'm being a girl
    But I can't help it right now
    My worlds a swirl

    Colours blur past
    And noise is just a sound
    And try as I might
    I just don't wanna stick around

    I wanna be alone
    To sort out this crap
    I want my head to think straight
    No emotional sap

    I wanna be who I was
    I want her to come back
    She'd slap me right now
    She'd be the strength that I lack

    She'd hold me tight
    And make me feel safe
    She'd battle my demons
    And be my hiding place

    But where is she now
    In my place of need?
    When I feel so small
    Like a tiny glass bead?

    I know the answer to that
    Even though I don't want to say
    But I will have to face this face
    And today is that day

    Even our heroes get hurt
    And have their world broken down
    Even Gods have times
    When they need someone around

    She's still here with me
    On the inside screaming
    She's feeling my emotions
    On the inside we're bleeding

    She crying along side me
    Knowing it's just a phase
    And soon I'll be here again
    Like the old days

    I can hear her talking to me
    Telling me to be calm
    That he isn't worth the time
    There's no need to raise alarm

    I don't need to cry anymore
    Once was enough
    And as confused as I may be
    I know that I'm tough

    I know it's just a bump
    So don't be concerned
    There's nothing I can't do
    My lesson is learnt

    Even though my hands shake
    My head is clear
    I know that I'll be well again
    So let the boys leer

    Let the people judge
    And let the people stare
    Because I'm back baby
    And I honestly don't care