Something Rotten Inside

[RhymeLovingWriter]

I like your explanatory notes at the end...and agree about the double-standard for males. Life is hard for everyone at times. Sometimes it's just about the timing of when you meet up with someone who can handle your pain or visa versa. After that, it's a decision to stay engaged - which you captured quite well here.

[Bry89]

I have a confession to make
In amidst the joy that I have with you
While we have fun until the day fades
At some point there'll be the awful truth
That's just waiting to surface
And throw me down onto my knees
I know you're unaware about all this
But there'll be a time where I start to bleed

You are my friend
And my confidant
But deep inside what you thought was human
There is something rotten inside
Do you want to know?

I can keep up the smiling as long as you want
But there's no point on pretending anymore
The countless silent images will begin their haunt
And in the next blinding moment, I'll be dead on the floor

You are my friend
And my confidant
But deep within what you thought was human
There is something rotten inside
Do you want to know?

You are my friend
And my confidant
But deep within what you thought was human
There is something rotten inside
And you have to know

If I hid these feelings for longer, what good will that do?
I can't always put on a mask and wear it just for your sake
It's time that I admit one thing, and don't bottle the truth
Dark thoughts of depression and suicide, I'm sure you can relate
~~~

Another thing relating to Mental Health Awareness Month...

And yes, it is an honest fact that it is really hard for one to tell someone they know and trust about their mental health, especially if a man does it (as they are stigmatised for it, and usually avoid taking about their personal struggles for that reason).