I tried to love and I wanted peace
But all I did was create disorder
Unintended strifes and fallouts
Despised and pushed to the corner
I know I've done wrong, I'll admit my mistakes
After years of what wasn't supposed to be
Regrets and apologies may not bring forgiveness
And even if they do, the guilt is always with me
I thought I can be the one
But I've unknowingly destroyed
What was far ahead of me
Stepping too close
Thinking that it can change me
But it got the best of me
I think I should die alone
My body and mind in a coffin
Forgotten about
But all I did was create disorder
Unintended strifes and fallouts
Despised and pushed to the corner
I know I've done wrong, I'll admit my mistakes
After years of what wasn't supposed to be
Regrets and apologies may not bring forgiveness
And even if they do, the guilt is always with me
I thought I can be the one
But I've unknowingly destroyed
What was far ahead of me
Stepping too close
Thinking that it can change me
But it got the best of me
I think I should die alone
My body and mind in a coffin
Forgotten about