Sitting here
The walls between me
Time standing still
No chance of release

The minutes pass
The eyes look around
This form of awkwardness
No joy can ever be found

Sitting here
Stare on one direction
Everything melts away
Life in imperfection

The hours pass
I blink and twiddle my thumbs
Losing all my patience
I'm breaking down, going numb

Nothing...
Nothing...
Nothing will get better
Endless, needless suffer


Lost in the ruin
That I brought myself in
Choose between the two evils
It still hurts within
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Having to sit in the college library for three hours doing nothing was the heavy inspiration for this...