I’m drowning, it’s all in my mind

It’ black inside and i cannot hide


Please don't read my mind

All you’ll find is

Anxiety and depression

But don't ask no f

question

Cause all you get is aggression

I’ve been cast out in the sea

I cry

I’m surrounded on all sides

I may just die


Everyone’s on the shore having a grand ol’ time


They forgot about me

I guess it’s time to cast out my line

Cause i’m on my own

There’s no one to dethrone

I’m the king of my own throne

Throw me a bone


There’s nothing to do

Nothing to see


May as well just close my mind off

Fake a smile and repeat

It’s easy

That’s all i’ve done for the past 5 years


I tried to end my life all those years

But i’m here

There’s a reason for everything it appears


Being a teenager’s hard

We got

Anxiety

Depression

With so much aggression

We stressin over the fact

We got no discretion


Adults, they tell us it’s in our minds

But they don't realize

We’re breaking inside

I tell no lie

I’m dead inside

I cried for help but no one tired


How’s a pill supposed to treat how we

Feel inside

It’s been festering in my mind

All this time

Years worth of damage

Done to my mind

I cannot hide


I’m messed up inside

There’s not a single lie that

hasn't crossed my mind


Not gonna lie, selling my soul to

The devil has crossed my mind a couple of times

But i haven't gone that far down,

I’m holding on to a single thread by now


My will to live is below 0

But my will to fight is higher than a heros

So i’ll keep holding on

I’ll keep going strong


I’ve hit rock bottom

I can't get any lower

the only choice i got is

To pick myself up and go stronger


Please listen to my words that i advise you,

Don't give up this time

Kick life's ass

Because it’s time

To show who’s boss

Take control

You only got one life to live


So live it

do what you love

Don't listen to those who tell you it’s wrong .


Back all those years ago lives could be bought and sold

They stepped on the fact that lives are precious.

So let’s do it right, pick up the fight

Protect our lives

Just to see the light


Am i right?


Please don’t end your life

Next time you might not be lucky

Enough to survive

Then you’ll be gone like

Negative space in time


Butterfly effect will kick in

Some lives will be changed

You’re more important

Then what you’re mind gave

So i’m begging

And i’m pleading

Listen to this song

When things seem depleted

I’ll cheer you on for however long

It takes to make sure

You’re alright


I’ll fight your fight

Just say you’re fine

So i can rest my mind

Knowing i’ve done something good in my life