Stuck

[Rabondo]

Stuff was going on in my life, and beware, this is not a love poem, but rather, it was (at the time) a silent scream for help, enjoy!

Stuck

You make me lock myself up in jail
But your smile makes it worthwhile
As if I'm living in a fairtytale
Your scream for help wakes me up
A kiss of yours is like a first aid kit
If I ever fall you're my backup
But this isn't our fate
If we stay one minute longer
I know it's way too late

You're stuck in my head
And I know what they did
And I know what they said
And I know I'm still a kid
I don't want you to leave
I don't want you to stay
I just want you to be okay

My life is one strange situation
Every mistake I make just adds up
To my always growing frustration
I live day to day in confusion
Lose myself in this dreamworld
And reality is just an illusion
No one is allowed to see
I can be the man the man
I always wanted to be

You're stuck in my head
And I know what they did
And I know what they said
And I know I'm still a kid
I don't want to die
I don't want to live
I just want to know why

Killed my own sister so I'm to blame
But unless I'm proven innocent
I'll live proudly in shame
A foreign language is the one I speak
But until people understand that one
They think I'm just a delusional freak
My heart isn't easy to steal
I know nothing for sure
My memories of her seem surreal

On some days I can't sleep
because I hate I forgot
The look in her eyes
Her knife on my throat
The feeling of her lips
Her fingers on my neck
The sound of her laugh
Her gun at my head

She's stuck in my head
And I know what she did
And I know what she said
And I know I'm not a kid
I can be the man the man
I always wanted to be
But please, someone
someone,
help me.

[Brainwreck]

Someone must have heard your silent call for help. Nice poem.

[love2swim1951]

Nice poem. I like the fact that you go from something good she does to something bad she does, and she is still stuck in your head.