Trust me,!
I used to be so friendly just like you
I used to love,
I used to care,
I used to be happy,
JUST LIKE YOU.!
Then something happened.
It still affects me even today.
The first person I started hating was myself.
I stopped loving myself.
The incident left me with no choice but to reject myself
I lost the ability to believe or trust in myself
I have tried to fight all this,
But i failed.
Day and night i cried because it was hurting me.
I even tried to free myself by taking my own life
I couldn't do it, i failed.!
That left me with no choice but to accept my new way of living
My new way of seeing things.
.
My heart became so weak
It rejected love
It was now impossible for me to love someone
I never wanted or needed anyone to be by my side.
Loneliness became my favourite feeling.
Let me explain further.!
I used to be so friendly just like you
I used to love,
I used to care,
I used to be happy,
JUST LIKE YOU.!
Then something happened.
It still affects me even today.
The first person I started hating was myself.
I stopped loving myself.
The incident left me with no choice but to reject myself
I lost the ability to believe or trust in myself
I have tried to fight all this,
But i failed.
Day and night i cried because it was hurting me.
I even tried to free myself by taking my own life
I couldn't do it, i failed.!
That left me with no choice but to accept my new way of living
My new way of seeing things.
.
My heart became so weak
It rejected love
It was now impossible for me to love someone
I never wanted or needed anyone to be by my side.
Loneliness became my favourite feeling.
Let me explain further.!